"Me" Time

I have been on a roller coaster of emotions the past couple of weeks. I was sad, I was happy. I felt guilty, I felt alive. Yes, the past couple of weeks have been tough - for both my heart and mind.

I needed to step out of the chaos that is my life and regroup myself.

Good thing I was able to squeeze in some "me" time yesterday. I went to the spa to pamper myself (yes, a mani-pedi and a very orgasmic footspa! Haha). I had been very busy minding other people's emotions the past few weeks that I forgot to look after myself. So yesterday's all about me, me and me! Yehey!

After the very orgamic footsie session (hahaha), I went to Baang coffee to relax and have some 'muni-muni' moments over coffee and chocolate cake. As I took a sip of the coffee and took a bite of the cake, I realized just how bittersweet my life has been the past few weeks. I caused someone pain and heartache and at the same time I made another person happy (I hope, hahaha). And me? I'm somewhere in between. I'm happy on most days but I get caught up with the blue fever once in awhile.

Nakiki-nakaw ng wifi sa tabe-tabe.

As I start this new chapter of my life, I can't help but feel excited and scared at the same time. I'm excited for all the wonderful moments that will come. There have been a few already and it feels so surreal. It's not so much about the big things but the small, everyday moments that make it worth it. It's just new, so there are still alot of things that need to be discovered, adjustments that need to be made.  

Why am I scared? Because the start has been very magical and I don't know what will happen once the magic wears off. But I know that if the both of us will commit in making it work, then ours will be a bed of roses.

So is it worth it? Definitely yes. It's worth a shot.

Happy Long Weekend people!!! I'm so envious! I have work tonight! BOO! =D

P.S. Get well soon F.R. :-)

The Unpure One,

-=K=-