Lioness in Distress

I am a Lioness at heart

I am strong, resilient and tough

But when it comes to you

I turn feeble and flimsy

Your presence makes me feel woozy

I am a Lioness at heart

I protect my emotions like a fortress

But when it comes to you

I turn weak and defenseless

No matter what I do, I feel powerless

I am crushed…

I am beyond sad…

I am a ball of misery…

But I will fight through this,

Live through this,

Nurse myself to wellness.

Because I am a Lioness at heart.

I’m a big ball of mush the past few days. It’s sad how things come to an end.  No matter how new, no matter how short-lived, it hurts just the same.  Sorry for sounding cryptic, it’s just that I want to share this with you without giving away too much.

I always end up right where I started – alone, bruised, and vulnerable. It’s a vicious cycle, really. And this has got to stop. It may not be now, it may not be with you (Note: ‘You’=variable), but this has got to stop soon! I can only take so much pain, so much heartache, so much so much.

Be still my bleeding heart.  This too shall pass.

Your Unpure Lioness in Distress,

-=K=-