Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Lioness in Distress

I am a Lioness at heart
I am strong, resilient and tough
But when it comes to you

I turn feeble and flimsy
Your presence makes me feel woozy

I am a Lioness at heart
I protect my emotions like a fortress
But when it comes to you

I turn weak and defenseless
No matter what I do, I feel powerless

I am crushed…
I am beyond sad…
I am a ball of misery…

But I will fight through this,
Live through this,
Nurse myself to wellness.

Because I am a Lioness at heart.

I’m a big ball of mush the past few days. It’s sad how things come to an end.  No matter how new, no matter how short-lived, it hurts just the same.  Sorry for sounding cryptic, it’s just that I want to share this with you without giving away too much.

I always end up right where I started – alone, bruised, and vulnerable. It’s a vicious cycle, really. And this has got to stop. It may not be now, it may not be with you (Note: ‘You’=variable), but this has got to stop soon! I can only take so much pain, so much heartache, so much so much.

Be still my bleeding heart.  This too shall pass.

Your Unpure Lioness in Distress,



Danny Barrameda said...

Your posts are good. Nice! I'm an Instant follower!

EGG said...

Sorry u feel that way Khaye... Life is cruel indeed. Hope it doesnt last... Exx

-=K=- said...

Danny : Thanks! :)

E : Thanks for reading my mushy crap. Yeah, im holding up good the past few days. Good vibes!

Anonymous said...

go cougar!